Hello. When people get bored, what do they usually do?

+sleep, play psp, sing or whatever decen things i people would normally do.

unlike me, i did something bad today.

I was looking for a full season finale of gossip girl then i decided to try livevideo.com

Then i saw this live web cam stuff. I saw a girl lying on the bed only with her bra. NOOO! i didn't think of lustful thoughts! I realized that the girl is a filipino. SO i clicked it. Since i wasn't doing anything. I just want to make sure she really is a filipino. I saw her profile. It says 100% filipino, she is single looking for friends (yah right!) and all that stuff vicious men are into. I saw her... She looks... fine-ish. I also heard her. She talks like shit. I mean for real! If you're a filipino, you will completely understand. She is speaking english in an odd and seductive way. I had goosebumps. She is flirting with some guy that looks older than my dead grandfather. EWWW.honestly, what kind of a decent woman would do that?

SO i wrote something in her chatbox i think. I wrote, "Kadiri ka! Ang landi mo!" (FLIRT! you're gross!)

she wrote, "Pakialam mo, trip-trip lang!"

"para kang tanga! Matino ka ba?"

"Kung matino ka, hind-----"

She banned me from her chatbox.

HAHAHAHA!!! That was so funny!!! I think she got frustrated or something.

I didn't stop there.

I saw another filipino-looking girl that is having a live broadcast. Although she looks like she really wants friends, the guys chatting with her are saying bad things and she likes it. Plus, she is wearing a short short showing it to everyone. She was smiling. AS if she liked those comments. EWw. I was so disgusted i only wrote in her chatbox,

"pokpok!"

HAHAHAHAHA! After a few minutes, I saw her smile fading away. HAHAHAHA! Then she banned me from her chatbox again. honestly, IT WAS REALLY FUN!

I'm not a psycho or anything. But i just want them to stop what are they doing or at least try to be sensitive that they are being harrassed by the people (especiall, guys) chatting her. What hurts me the most is that they both are filipinos. I don't think that doing that would hel solve the economy of our country and their life's problem.

Yes, i know. What i did was totally wrong. But i need to wake them up from this stupidity. What decent girl would do that? I mean, if you really want friends, try looking for them in a different setting. Or in their case, if you are looking for someone to flirt, look for them in a nice place. Personally, people we meet online (most of them) are bunch of pervs. ESpecially in a live video webcasts looking all flirtatious and available.

HAHAHA! But i will never do that again. It is very creepy. I will never surf again. Most of the sites have nudity and sex scandals. Ewww...

I read in a forwarded text a very useful quote:

"Don't be too attached/sweet to a person.... Especially when your heart belongs to someone else... Because when that person falls in love with you...

There will be... another EMO."

YES. It is very inspiring. Especially for me. A person who does not love at all... (in the mean time).

Is flirting an option?

I don't really get the idea of being too sweet with someone and after some time, act as if nothing happened. Why? Why should we tire ourselves from that stress and this called "love" can be very addictive? I know love.  I breathe love. Based from the scriptures, Paul defined it as "...patient, kind, it does not envy,... bears all things, endures all things, hopes all things..." And Paolo Coelho's "the Pilgrimage says, "Love (agape)is love that consumes."

I abide those definitions. But "Love cannot be defined... It is felt." or something like that. I must have read it in a fortune cookie or a a girly magazine.

No... I'm not an EMO. I don't entartain and dwell in depression and hate.

My point is, why should people hurt someone just because?

I like the feeling that someone enjoys your company and vice versa but when will it end? all things end. Please. don't argue. :D

It feels crap after a break up and sooo darn happy when in love. Just like the people in the Wowowee show. One minute an old lady will cry because she her husband died the next thing you know, she is dancing Macarena. I mean... Hello?! People are fragile beings. Especially women. I'm not stereotyping. I, myself, admits that being sensitive to feelings is a gift. I argued with my pastor that all women are not emotional and we don't all enjoy soap operas. But with the use of the bible, he won. Crap. Lesson learned: DONT ARGUE WITH A PASTOR. XD No. Joke. Argue but if you are losing, just smile and think of a come back.

I never thought that a topic about love is my first blog entry. I still have goose bumps. I feel... weird... I didn't get to that point really. I ust narrated. Next time, i will focus on the subject and avoid distractions.

In the next blog entry, i'll tell more about myself and my unthinkable thoughts... ? :D